I don't know why, but lately I've been feeling a bit mentally drained. There's just been alot to deal with and even though nothing's really going on, I feel like there's this weight on my shoulders. I don't know what it is but I want it to get the fuck off.

And to top it off, I took a quiz on Facebook about what my prom dress will look like. And I got the "EMO/GOTH" dress because "I'm depressed and like to express myself"

You're fucking kidding me right?

No I wasn't going to type one of the articles that you all have probably already seen, I put that as my title to humor you. Did it work?

Anyways, our favorite couple decided to finally break up. I hear angels singing right now.

Why am I blogging about it right now when they broke up like a week ago? Well if I wanna blog about it then I'll bloggit dammit! =)

Anyways, ignoring my PMS-y mood swings, this shit (see above) is finally over. And now we can focus on:


                                                     
Yeah I know I said that Demi deserves better but really if she's gonna settle for guys like Trace Cyrus then she betetr stick with Joe.

I don't have anything against Trace, I love Metro Station, it's just that...well, they don't go. They don't have Jemistry.

Are ya'll feeling the love connection here?

Like this:

                                      

Seriously, I know Camilla may be a great actress and she's really pretty, but seriously, I don't think I ever saw Joe give her that ^ kind of look. You can just see what they have. Like in my story 'Because She Always Saw'', What if that's how Joe and Camilla broke up? Except Joe didn't immediately tell Demi to meet him and a park and etc.

We don't know, maybe she was tired of not getting any?

KIDDING, sheesh, you don't gotta throw anything at me lol. But either way, whatever happened between Gorilla (who cares? As long as they're not together anymore) happened, and now we can start believing in Jemi again with full power.

And to top it off, 'Camp Rock 2: The Final Jam' will be filming soon, which will bring the two closer than ever! I can't wait. And I am sooo going to support the couple!

WHO'S WITH ME!??!?!!?

Title: Different
Chapter: 27
Chapter Title: Are you out there, where the rainy days begin to feel rather sad?
Rating: Fiction Rating T
Summary: Summary:  Haley is different from other girls at her school because her favorite band ISN'T the Jonas Brothers. What happens when she meets them and gets to go on tour with them and Demi Lovato? Eventual Nick/OFC, Kevin/OFC, and Jemi.


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Previously on Different…

“Nick, I love you,” I whispered. He stopped his kisses to look me in the eye.

“I love you too Haley Brooks,” we kissed again, and again, and again. We saw nothing but each other.

What we didn’t see was a red pickup truck slamming into the side of the bus.

-x-

I woke up in a cold sweat with Trisha, Demi and the guys surrounding me.

“Hales are you okay?” Trisha asked me. I tried to catch my breath and I crawled out of my bunk and grabbed the wall of the bus to help steady myself.

‘Just a dream,’ I told myself. ‘It was just a dream’ I exhaled and straightened my posture.

“I-I’m fine, I just-just-never mind,” I left for the bathroom and did my routine to refresh my memory.

‘Geez, that dream was so…vivid, like it actually happened. Dear God, I’m going insane. But wait, that means that Nick doesn’t really love me.’ Tears pricked the corners of my eyes and instead of holding them back, I let the water flow from my eyes as the lump in my throat grew. There was a knock on the door.

“Haley, are you okay?” Trisha asked. I cleared my throat.

“Yeah-I’m fine. I’m just spooked.” I tried my best to sound normal, but my voice cracked at the end of my sentence.

“You’re not okay. Let me in.” Trisha replied gently but in a stern voice. I chuckled, imagining her waiting outside the door impatiently with her hands on her hips. I opened the door and Trisha walked in with a sympathetic smile on her face.

“What happened?” she said. We both sat down on the fuzzy red rug that was in front of the large sink. We leaned our backs against the wood cabinet.

“Where’s Demi?” I asked.

“Stalling the guys,” Trisha replied with a grin. We both laughed.

“So are you going to tell me what happened? Or do I have to call Drake?” my eyes widened.

“You wouldn’t” I narrowed my eyes.

“I would.” she smirked. I rolled my eyes.

“Alright, I just…had a bad dream,” I said. Trisha raised a brow.

“And? What was the dream about?” she prodded me with her finger.

“Well, Nick and I talked and he was trying to convince me that he didn’t love Miley, but that he really loved…me, and that what happened last night was just a moment of confusion. And then he went off saying by practically describing me as the best thing that has ever happened to him. And then we started…making out, and some truck slammed into the side of the bus…and that’s where the dream ended.” I said. Trisha blinked. I continued.

“And then I wake up to find that I’m not dead, but still alive. I’m glad that Nick’s okay but that means that everything he said in the dream was just…not real. Which means he probably still loves Miley,” I finished. I ignored the tears that were now flowing freely and Trisha pulled me closer to her and I leaned my head onto her shoulder for comfort.

“Hales, it’s going to be okay, you just have to be patient. I know that something good is going to happen. Maybe your dream was a sign that Nick doesn’t really like Miley. I know for a fact that he loves you by the way he looks at you. He never looked at Miley that way. I know because I used to be a Niley shipper, but now I realize that you’re the better person for him And I think that Miley knows that too,” Trisha finished her speech with a smile. I smiled back at her and hugged her.

“Thanks Trisha, I’m glad I have you as my friend,” we both grinned.

“But, right now I don’t think that Nick deserves you, so let’s show him what he’s missing out on!” Trisha exclaimed with a mischievous smile on her face. I playfully groaned, but grinned with her.

Trisha did my makeup, but she made it as to where it looked like I wasn’t wearing any at all. She put me in an off shoulder yellow blouse (http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_TmN3hlgAz4g/SJ0JOdUQdNI/AAAAAAAAAcI/j-YlqKJZeAE/s1600-h/T-1264+Sexy+Drop+Shoulder+Dlastic+Blouse+%28Yellow%29+-+%2420.90.jpg) and faded jeans. Trisha then left to change into a royal blue blouse with grey jeans. (http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TmN3hlgAz4g/SJ0NAEbE3oI/AAAAAAAAAcY/82P-MgnC6r4/s1600-h/T-1268+Wave+Sleeves+Easy-+Matching+Blouse+%28BLUE%29+-+%2418.90.jpg) . We met up with the guys in the ‘kitchen’ and Joe and Kevin sent me worried looks.

“Hales are you okay?” they asked.

“Yeah I’m fine,” I said. I looked at the phone Demi was holding. Someone was shouting and the voice sounded vaguely familiar.

“Who’s on the phone?” I asked. Demi rolled her eyes and glared at Joe and Kevin. I raised a brow.

“We got a little carried away and we sorta called Drake.” My eyes widened.

“You did what??” I asked in shock. I groaned and took the phone from Demi’s hands.

“Hello?” I said.

“Hales! Are you okay? What happened?” Drake asked urgently.

“I’m fine, and nothing happened. I just had a bad dream.” I explained as calmly as possible, all the while glaring at Joe and Kevin, who looked around guiltily. Drake exhaled in relief on the other line.

“Phew. Thank goodness. Kevin and Joe made it sound like you were in a car accident or something,” I cringed and laughed nervously.

“Drake, why would I be in a car accident?” I asked. I could practically see him shrugging on the other line.

“I don’t know…it was the first thing I could think of,” he admitted. I laughed. “So how’s the tour going? Are you and Nick okay?” he asked. I hesitated.

‘Should I tell Drake the truth? It would only stress him out more if he knew what was going on,’ I thought.

“The tour’s great, I’m having so much fun! And Nick and I are doing great! He’s the sweetest guy ever,” I lied fluently. Trisha sent me a look for lying but I ignored her.

“That’s great! Well I have a show in about an hour, so I’ll talk to you later Hales,” Drake said.

“Yeah, bye Drake,” I smiled in a bittersweet way.

“Bye Hales,” the other line went dead and I hung up the phone. Trisha walked up to me.

“Why did you lie to Drake?” I sighed.

“He’s already under a lot of stress because of the label company bastards. If he knew that I wasn’t happy then what the hell do you think is going to happen? I don’t wanna worry him.” I said. Trisha sighed.

“You do know that this is going to bite you in the ass later right?” she asked. I sighed.

“I know, but I’m too tired to care.” I sat down next to her and got on Demi’s laptop. I logged onto a gossip website and pursed my lips.

‘Nick and Miley together?’

‘At the Jonas Brother’s last show, our sources say that they saw Niley talking to each other while his girlfriend and ‘So you think you can SING?’ winner Haley Brooks was performing on stage. All of a sudden, Miley leaned in and they began to kiss, very passionately I might add. And Haley discovered them!!! What is her reaction to the kiss? Are Nick and Haley going to break up? Is Niley going back out?’

I stopped reading the article and just rolled my eyes. But my eyes widened when I saw the source.

“W-what? Miley’s the source?” I whispered to myself. Nick’s head slightly perked up at the sound of her name and my heart broke a little. I ignored the jab of pain and looked at Trisha and Demi, who were both silently reading over my shoulder and gaping at the laptop screen.

‘What is Miley thinking? This could get Nick and especially ME a bad reputation! Why would she tell people this? Unless-‘ I opened a new tab on the screen and went where any other person would go: Google.

I went to images and typed in Selena Gomez and Miley Cyrus together’ and got A LOT of pictures. I pursed my lips in anger as I looked at all of the pictures caught of them spending time together. I looked at Demi and Trisha once more and Demi was sending death glares at the screen. Trisha was shaking her head.

“Kevin! Can you come and take a look at this?” she called out.

“Joe you too,” Demi said. I looked at Nick.

“Stay.” I said to him. He raised a brow and continued texting. Trisha sent me a look and snickered into my shoulder. Kevin and Joe walked over and Demi and Trisha moved so Joe and Kevin could see. I watched their expressions and both of their jaws dropped when they read the source of the gossip article and pictures. Then I went to the tab with the pictures of Miley and Selena and went to Twitter. I checked Miley’s Twitter and my mouth dropped in anger and shock when I read the tweet.

‘Texting none other than my lover Nicholas Jonas! I love that boy! Too bad for Haley!’

I shook my head and bit my bottom lip.

“What the hell is her problem?” Joe hissed.

“Your guess is as good as mine,” I mumbled. I looked up at the boys.

“Does that mean he was sending Miley lovey dovey texts while we were going out?” I hissed quietly. I could feel Nick’s stare but I ignored it. Joe and Kevin shrugged.

“I don’t know. But he wasn’t good for you. Nick’s my brother and I love him, but he can be really retarded sometimes,” Kevin said in a low voice. Joe nodded.

“Ehh, whatever,” I laughed. I closed the laptop and went to my bunk.

“Where are you going?” Trisha asked.

“Eh, just planning songs, you and Dem wanna come?” I asked. The two girls nodded and we walked to the back room. We sat on the bed and I pulled out a note pad and a pen.

“So what song should I sing tonight?” I asked.

“Before he cheats,” Trisha said. Demi and I laughed.

“No, that’s too obvious,” I chuckled. “Try another one.”

“Change Video Girl to Video Boy?” Demi suggested.

“Love the subtlety,” I laughed. “Plus the lyrics aren’t exactly what happened to me and Nick.” I thought harder.

“What song out there describes pain, but at the same time shows that I’m moving on?” I asked myself. Just then my phone vibrated. It was a text from Miley.

‘Duh Manderz, and what Nick doesn’t know is that we’re using him fo’ fame!!’ I gaped at my phone screen.

“Dude!” I showed Demi and Trisha the text and shook my head.

“Alright change of plans, I know exactly what song I’m going to use.” I smirked.

-x-

It was show time. I stared at my reflection in the mirror and grinned. My Long hair was straightened and pulled back into a high ponytail. I was wearing and off shoulder black blouse (http://imagecache.asos.com/inv/Q/23/159/373503/Black/image1xl.jpg) and skinny jeans. I put on my black pumps and walked out. A random guy whistled and walked up to me.

“Hey babe,” he said. I rolled my eyes and kept walking. He caught up to me and put his arm around me. I pushed his arm off.

“Please stop,” I said.

“But I don’t wanna,” the guy tried to make himself look cute by pouting, but I shook my head.

“She said stop.” A voice said from behind me. The guy in front of me stiffened and stood up straighter.

“Sorry Nick, but I can’t help myself when I see a beautiful lady,” he said, trying to be smooth. I rolled my eyes.

“Please, you think I’m pretty? Go look at his girlfriend,” I jabbed a thumb in Nick’s direction and I saw him flinch. I walked on stage after Demi introduced me and I walked up to the mic.

“Alright, I wanna tell you a story,” I said with a bright smile. “I had two friends. One was a girl, who was one of my best friends, and the other was my best guy friend, who I really liked. The guy friend was really popular, so my friend went out with him for popularity. But he doesn’t know that.” The audience shook their heads.

“What an idiot,” someone shouted. I laughed.

“Yeah he’s an idiot. But I’m going to sing a song that is from my friends point of view,” I nodded to one of the guitar players and he began playing. I glanced backstage and smirked at the look on Trisha and Demi’s faces.

“It’s Decoy!!” I said with a grin.

‘Close your eyes and make believe
This is where you wanna be
Forgetting all the memories
try to forget love, ‘cause love’s forgotten me
well hey, hey baby it’s never too late
pretty soon you won’t remember a thing
And I’ll be distant as stars
Reminiscing, your heart’s been wasted on me’

‘Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh’

‘You’ve never been so used as I am using you
abusing you, my little decoy
don’t look so blue, you should’ve seen right through
I’m using you, my little decoy
my little decoy’

I took satisfaction on the look on Nick’s face. But I still couldn’t help but feel bad for him. Damn my love for that boy.

‘Living life inside a dream
Time is changing everything
forgetting all the memories
And I’m forced into you
just cause your into me
Well hey, hey baby it’s never too late
When I’m gone you won’t remember a thing
But I can’t stay and no I won’t wait
I was gone from the very first day’

‘oh, oh, oh, oh, oh’

‘You’ve never been so used as I am using you
abusing you, my little decoy
don’t look so blue, you should’ve seen right through
I’m using you, my little decoy’

‘I’m not sorry at all
(not sorry at all, not sorry)
No, I won’t be sorry at all
(not sorry at all, not sorry, no)
I’d do it over again’

I swallowed and looked at the crowd.

“I wanna see you jumping!” I said into the mic. the crowd cheered and I jumped along with them.

‘Don’t look so blue
My little decoy
You should’ve seen right through
my little decoy
you’ve never been so used
my little decoy
as I am using you
my little decoy’

“Thank you!” I said, putting the mic onto the stand. I walked backstage to see Nick and Miley making out again. I ignored the pain and grinned as I walked past them.

“No I won’t be sorry at all, no, no.” I walked behind Nick and whisper sang in his ear.

“I’d do it over again,” Nick and Miley jumped apart and I skipped away with Trisha and Demi laughing.

When the show was over, the paparazzi asked me a cajillion questions. I only answered a few.

“Are you and Nick still dating?”

“I dunno.”

“Are you jealous of Miley?”

“Hell. No.”

“Was the song about Nick and Miley?”

“I dunno, you tell me.”

“Do you think your ‘friend’ heard your warning?” I chuckled.

“Not at all.”

“Why?”

“Cause he was too busy making out with his girlfriend backstage.” I walked on to the tour bus, leaving the reporters frazzled with my mixed answers. I was about to go to my bunk when I saw a figure walking out onto the street.

“Oh my god, Frankie?” I ran out of the bus and onto the street. Frankie was chasing one of his webkins that had rolled down the street onto traffic. What Frankie didn’t see was a truck coming full speed at him.

“FRANKIE LOOK OUT!” I ran to him as fast as I could. He looked up, but he didn’t hear me over the truck’s horn.

“Frankie!” I grabbed him and rolled onto the sidewalk, my back hitting the concrete with a slam as I held the youngest Jonas close to me. I sat up with Frankie in my arms, who was crying out of fear.

“We…almost…died,” he gasped out. I stroked his hair and rocked him back and forth.

“No, no, Frankie its okay, we’re gonna be okay,” I reassured him. I almost got up to carry Frankie back to the bus, but a bunch of paparazzi who had witnessed everything were barely being held back by security from coming over and asking me and Frankie questions. I continued to rock Frankie back and forth and I pulled out my cell.

“Hello?”

“Hi,” I winced. Why the hell did I call Nick again?

“Haley? Dude, where the hell are you? And Frankie?”

“Frankie’s with me. Look, just tell the paparazzi to drive over across the street and I’ll explain everything on the bus.”

“…Alright.”

I hung up and hugged Frankie closer, who was still sobbing quietly.

“It’s okay Frank, Nick is on his way here,” I said calmly. Frankie nodded.

“Haley?”

“Yeah?”

“Thank you,” he said. I smiled.

“No prob, just go ahead and go to sleep. They’ll be here in like 5 minutes,” I said. He nodded and I rocked him to sleep, humming ‘This is Me’.

Like I told Frankie, the bus arrived in 5 minutes, with worried people and all. Frankie was sleeping so I just carried him to his bunk on the bus he was in. I covered him with a blanket and wordlessly walked back to the bus I was staying in. Mrs. Jonas stopped me before I left.

“One of the boys’ saw what happened. Thank you for saving Frankie,” Denise said with tears in her eyes. I smiled.

“Your welcome.” I walked off the bus and into the one I was staying in. Demi and Trisha were in front of me asking me questions before I could blink.

“What happened? Are you okay? Where’s Frankie?”

“Frankie almost got hit by a car, so I moved him out of the way before he got hurt. I would’ve carried him back but there was a bunch of paps there so I thought it was safer if we brought the bus around instead. I’m fine and Frankie’s sleeping on the other bus.” I said. They nodded.

“Hales, you look worn out, you should get some rest,” Trisha said, putting a hand on my shoulder. I winced as I felt pain shoot down my arm. I nodded and went to the bathroom to change. I took off my shirt and saw a small purple bruise where I fell. I groaned and pulled on a grey t-shirt and black track pants. I walked out but before I could get to my bunk, I bumped into the hard chest.

“Oof.” I stumbled back a few steps and lazily walked past Nick.

“No interrogation…too tired…” I slurred. I still kept walking into his chest so I stop and leaned against him. I expected him to fall backwards so I could go to bed, but instead he wrapped his arms around me. I frowned.

“Damn you,” I pouted. He chuckled as I tried to get out of his strong grip. I eventually gave in and leaned my head on his shoulder.

“Whaddya want?” I mumbled tiredly. Nick sobered.

“Look. Haley, I made a mistake. I keep thinking that I love Miley but I really love you! I’m sorry. I’m stupid for letting you go and I don’t expect you to take me back, but you’re the best thing that has ever happened to me since I met you. And I love you with all of my heart. I thought that Miley and I had something, but she hasn’t changed. She kept trying to keep me from you.” he said.

“What about all the things she said on twitter?” I asked. Nick groaned.

“She was lying, I was texting her and telling her to stop.” Nick explained.

“Oh, wow. I guess I just don’t know what to say.” I looked down to avoid Nick’s gaze.

“Haley, I love you. Do you love me?” he asked softly.

“Yes.” I said quickly.

“Then why are you hesitating?” he asked.

“I…I don’t know. I-I’m just scared I guess.”

“Of what?”

“Of something like this happening again.”

“Hales, you know it wasn’t me who initiated those kisses right?” Nick said. I raised a brow.

“What are you talking about?” I asked. Nick sighed.

“Miley blackmailed me into going out with her. She said that if I didn’t then she would start terrible rumors about you and I didn’t want that to happen to you. So I had to fake go out with her.” I sighed.

“That explains the pictures.” I said.

“What pictures?”

“The ones with Miley and Selena hanging out. They obviously planned this,” I muttered. Nick groaned.

“Are you kidding me? Sheesh, and I thought that Disney people were supposed to be nice. Demi is one of the only ones who aren’t corrupted.” Nick said sulkily. I had to laugh at the pout on his face and he smiled.

“So what does that make us?” Nick asked. “Are we back together now that you know what’s been going on?”

“Well first we have to do something about the whole Miley situation. Everyone thinks you’re dating her.” I said with a frown.

“I’ll tell you what, I’ll ask dad to arrange a press conference at the next town we stop in and we’ll confirm everything there without exploiting anyone,” he said. I smiled.

“And to answer your second question: Yes we can get back toge-“I was cut off by a searing kiss from Nick. I wove my hands into his hair and moaned as he began to kiss down my neck.

“Nick,” I moaned. I tugged at his hair and he growled once more making me moan.

Then I realized, this was almost exactly what happened in my dream.

My eyes shot opened and I broke the kiss.

“Wait,” I panted. Nick sent me a worried glance.

“Wha-did I do something wrong?” he asked. I shook my head.

“No, but this is what happened in my dream.” I said.

“What dream?” Nick asked. I told him everything I told Trisha except the part about Nick loving Miley. Nick’s brow furrowed.

“So you think that a car accident is going to send us to the ER?” Nick asked. And voice from the front of the bus chuckled darkly.

“Well, you could call me a car accident. I guess I’m just dangerous that way.” A voice with a heavy Tennessee accent said. Nick and I stared at the Hannah Montana star in shock.

“Miley what the fuck are you doing here?” Nick hissed.

“I’m here for you baby. Why else would I be here?” Miley replied with fake innocence.

“Ruining my life,” I muttered with an eye roll. Miley smirked.

“Of course, It’s always been my life long dream to ruin your life!” she cackled. I stared at her with a ‘WTF’ expression.

“Yeah that’s great and all, but couldn’t you have chosen a better time to screw everyone over instead of the middle of the night? I mean come on? Who the hell does that?” I said throwing my hands up in disdain. Miley glared.

“Hahaha, you’re soo funny I’m quivering in my boots,” she replied in her nasal voice.

“That made no sense at all.” I pointed out.

“You shut up.” Miley ordered.

“And who the hell are you to boss me around like that?” I asked her.

“And who the hell do you think you are?” she shot back.

“A person dammit! Geez, you think that children would look up to someone better than you! You think the world revolves around you? Well I’m going to be your wakeup call. The world doesn’t revolve around you and I think you have yet to get that through that thick head of yours. You’re supposed to be kind and loving and gentle. I don’t know about you, but I think everyone liked the old Miley better when she wasn’t being manipulated by Selena Gomez.” I sighed. “Miley you’re a better person than this. Why stoop to that level?” Her bottom lip quivered.

“I-Idon’t know. I don’t know why I let her get to me.” Tears were falling freely down her face. I walked up to her.

“Miley, what did Selena tell you?” I asked gently. Miley sniffed.

“She said that everyone liked me better when I was with nick and that I’m a skank and a whore but I wouldn’t be if I went out with Nick again. She said that all my fans would turn against me unless I still had a reason to be famous.” I gaped. How the hell could someone lie to a person like that? She continued.

“And I’m sorry I spoke to you the way I did. I shouldn’t have blackmailed Nick and I shouidn’t have forced him to cheat on you. I really don’t like Nick. I am so sorry you guys,” she said. I sighed.

“Look Miley, I guess all this drama is tearing everyone apart so let’s just forget this and start over, ‘kay?” I said. Miley smiled and hugged me tightly. I hesitated before I wrapped my arms around her.

“Thank you so much. You have no idea how much this means to me,” she beamed. I smiled at her and she left the bus. And blew out a puff of air before I plopped myself onto the seat next to the window.

“Geez, there’s so much drama and I’m getting a headache from it all. Ugh, the last thing we need is some sort of commitment that no one’s ready for.” I muttered moodily.

“You mean like a proposal?” Nick asked, brow raised and all.

“Yeah, or at least something like that,” I replied. Nick sent me a strange look and I slapped my forehead.

“Dear God I’m going insane. What the hell am I thinking? Why would anyone propose to someone I know when we’re on tour?” I scoffed at myself. “I have the dumbest ‘moments’ ever.”

“Naw, Joe forgot what a toaster was one time,” Nick said. I raised a brow.

“You’re kidding?”

“Nope.” he confirmed. I laughed.

“That sounds like Joseph,” I smiled at him, and Nick smiled back. I stood up.

“Well, it’s getting late, so I’m gonna head off to bed.” I said. I moved to walk past Nick but he stopped by by grabbing my wrist.

“I didn’t get my goodnight kiss,” He whispered in my ear. I turned around and pecked him on the lips, but Nick held me close to him. He kissed me again more passionately and then began to trail kisses downwards. I moaned and he grunted. We kissed once more and I broke away, chuckling.

“There, you got your nightly make-out session,” Nick smirked.

“Can I have another one?” I scoffed.

“Sorry hun, only one per customer,” I grinned. He rolled his eyes and pecked me on the lips once more.

“G’night Hales,” he said.

“Goodnight Nick.” I walked back to my bunk with a sense of relief that most of the drama was cleared up. But I still can’t help but worry what the rest of the tour will bring.

-x-

WOOT! ALRIGHT! 11 PAGES! =DDD Lol, also another thing I would like to know is where did my reviewers go? I’ve tried to make up for not updating for a long time by giving ya’ll longer chapters but I guess that isn’t working? Tell me if you like the longer chapters or if you want shorter chapters. Also, PLEASE REVIEW. Not just for my story, but for any story you read. An author takes a lot of time to write a story and it kind of suck when you don’t get feedback. It’s like a little child drawing a picture and asking her busy father what he thinks of it but he never tells her what he thinks cause he’s too busy. Well, that’s not the situation but you get my point lol. But please, please review because it makes a person feel like their work isn’t appreciated. –Much Love, Cdaqtcherry

Love always,
Christina

Today, I wasn't allowed to start competitive soccer because my parents couldn't afford it. My dad was making a big deal out of nothing and he also said he didn't like coach David. He's never even there to see me play so why the hell does he care? I know it's 800 dollars but that's how much every competitive league costs. I mean WTF he's only making a big deal out of this because I'm playing for Wylie. It's really depressing because now I know for a fact that I have potential as a soccer player but now I can't build on that because my dad won't let me play. It's really depressing because soccer was the one thing that cheered me up after a long day, and I feel like if I quit now, it'll be hard to pick it up again later. I'm so upset right now. I may seem stupid for making a big deal out of this. But I'm just so disappointed, haha right now I actually feel like crying.

Wow, this just really sucks.

But hey...who cares?

I could seriously go for anything right now to cheer me up. But I don't have any comfort food and today was the wonderful day that my father decided to take off from work.

I feel like crap. Someone please tell me what I should do.
 

Title: Much Better
Characters: Joe Jonas, Demi Lovato, David Archuleta, Camilla Belle, Nick Jonas, and Kevin Jonas.
Rating: T for language
Disclaimer: I only own the plot.
Summary: Demi is through, and she realizes that she deserves much better. Unfortunately, some people don't think the same way. But then again, it doesn't matter anyway. Because she finally found someone who is SO MUCH BETTER, than Joe Jonas

-x-
 

Demi sighed, staring at the window as soft droplets of rain slid down the fogged glass. She took one more glance at her laptop screen and willed herself not to cry.

‘Stupid boys.’ She thought. ‘Scratch that, stupid JOE.’

She looked at the two tabs and found herself re-reading the conversation between Godzilla-erm-Camilla and Joe.

‘@OfficialJoseph hey darling how was your show last night? <3’

Demi snorted. Darling?

‘@FreeBornBeauty it was good’

‘@OfficialJoseph that’s good J are you gonna be on tonight after your show?’

Demi rolled her eyes. Camilla acted like she was so fucking innocent. Her kindness seemed so artificial that it made Perez Hilton actually seem nice.

‘@FreeBornBeauty yeah, I should be. My phone and computer died last night..and I was too tired to get on’

‘@OfficialJoseph okay, I miss you <3’

Demi’s stomach lurched as she read the Tweet. A mix of anger and sadness coursed through her as she read the rest of the conversation.

‘@FreeBornBeauty I miss you too <3 I gotta go, I’ll call you right now so I can talk to you until showtime.’

The tears once again sprung at her eyes, but this time they were tears of anger.

‘@OfficialJoseph August 3^rd. <3 It’s not that long away babydoll. Okay, J’

The conversation stopped there, and Demi closed her laptop. David Archuleta peeled his head inside her dressing room. He had his hand over his eyes and she smiled.

“Are you decent?” he asked innocently. Demi laughed.

“Yeah, come on in,” David removed his hand and walked into the room with a smile. He sat on the stool next to Demi and his happiness seemed to rub off on her, for she began to grin back at him.

“Are you excited for tonight?” he asked her. Demi chuckled.

“Yeah…”she trailed off. Demi looked at her laptop and almost instantly reality slapped her in the face. David frowned.

“No you’re not, and you’re gonna tell me why,” he smiled gently. Demi mentally smiled.

“I’ve only known you for a few weeks and you can already read me like a book,” she stated.

“So something is wrong,” David confirmed. Demi sighed.

“Yeah.”

“Is it Joe?”

“Yeah.” She sighed again.

“That loser,” David said with a look of distaste. Demi had to laugh at his remark.

“I know,” she smiled back at him.

“So what did he do?” he asked.

“More of what did they do,” Demi corrected.

“Augh, what did Godzila do this time?” David groaned. Demi laughed again.

“Here,” she handed him her laptop so he could see the tweets. Demi raised a brow when his face contorted in another look of disgust.

“What?” she asked.

“Babydoll?” Demi laughed at the expression on her face.

“I know how you feel,” she replied.

“There’s a difference between cute and so-cute-that-it’s-gross cute. And right now I feel like vomiting,” David said. Demi chuckled.

“I know, but I just hate the way she treats me too! Joe doesn’t like me in any form so why the hell does she keep threatening me?” Demi groaned.

“Whoa, whoa, she’s threatening you?” he asked in shock. Demi nodded. “What exactly did she say?”

“Stay away from Joe or I’ll ruin your little Disney freaked image,” Demi imitated in a snooty voice. If the situation hadn’t been serious, David would’ve laughed at her reenactment.

“That bitch,” he hissed. Demi and David looked at each other in shock (because David NEVER curses!), but then they both started laughing.

“Amen to that!” they high fived. Just then Demi’s phone started to ring. She sobered up once she saw who was calling.

“Hello?”

“Hey Demi, it’s me Joe,” she put a finger to her lips, signaling David to be quiet as she put her phone on speaker.

“Yeah, I know, I have caller ID,” Demi replied in a sour tone.

“Ha, yeah I know. I just wanted to check up on you before you went out and performed.”

“You mean you weren’t busy?”

“Please, I am never too busy for my Demikinz!”

“Hm, well I think Demikinz has made a decision.”

“And that is?” he asked.

“Joe! Who are you talking too?” said another voice.

“Ah, tell Camilla I said hi,” I said.

“Camilla, Dem says hi.”

“Whatever.”

“Dem, ignore her,” she could tell that he was rolling his eyes. “What were you saying?”

Demi stared at her phone and then looked at David. Demi finally knew the truth, and she spoke.

“Joe, I love you. But you love Camilla, the woman who you think is perfect, but is really a monster on the inside. I’m not going to tell you anything, because you’d obviously take her side and not listen to what your ex-best friend has to say.”

“Wait- so are you saying that we’re not best friends anymore? You think I care Demetria?” Joe scoffed. Demi smirked.

“I think you do-David stop that! That tickles!” she randomly added in. David, who was just sitting across from her doing nothing, raised a brow. But he suddenly knew what she was thinking and played along.

“I can’t help it Demi, you’re skin is so soft. I can’t help myself,” he smirked.

“Please, tell him to think of better pick-up lines.” He sneered.

“Joe says he loves your pick-up lines David,” Demi grinned. She held her hand over her mouth to keep herself from laughing.

“Thank you!” David grinned, and they both silently laughed.

“Demi, your attempt at making me jealous ain’t working.”

“I’m not trying to make you jealous. And please refrain from calling me Demi Mr. Jonas, only my close friends call me that.”

“What the hell are you trying to say Demi?” Joe asked, completely ignoring her request. It was obvious that he was angry, but he couldn’t match Demi’s fury.

“What I’m saying is: Demetria Devonne Lovato is too busy for Joseph Adam Jonas.” With that being said, Demi ended the call and her and David high-fived. Demi hugged him.

“Thanks David, I don’t know where I’d be without you,” she smiled.

“I know,” he grinned. “I’m the best.”

“So is my skin really soft?” Demi smirked.

“I don’t know, but maybe I’ll find out after we get some lunch tomorrow,” he smirked and left the room, his charm automatically leaving Demi in awe. She realized what she was doing and ran out of her dressing room, to find David. She grabbed his arm just before he turned down the hall.

“David wait, I have an idea.” Demi smirked.

-x-

Joe turned on the TV, for Demi had tweeted that there would be a surprise on her show. Camilla sat by him, but he ignored as he focused on the brunette on the screen.

“Well to end the show tonight, I will be singing ‘This is Me’. Unfortunately, my ‘Shane Gray’ is not here, so I brought out a replacement that I think you’ll like.” She winked as David walked onstage. Everyone at the show began screaming in approval and Demi grinned. Joe clenched his fist as Demi and David sang together.

‘This is me
You’re the missing piece I need, the song inside of me
This is me
You’re the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I’m singing’

‘Now I’ve found who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me’

Demi and David grinned and Joe angrily left the room. Nick and Kevin walked past their brother and shook their head.

‘He had his chance. Now it’s time for Demi to move on’

-x-

BTW, the tweets that they sent each other in the story were actually REAL, you can check their twitters. >=( I am so angry right now that it’s not even funny. I am tired of Joe not realizing that Demi is the one. Yeah Camilla may be his fucking dream girl but he’s gonna have to wake up sooner or later! I mean WTF. I am seriously kind of through writing Jemi. I probably won’t put as much fluff as I usually do between them in Different, because I officially think that Demi deserves better. Maybe something will rekindle my love for Jemi, but until then, I’m DONE. This is the last fic I’ll do for Jemi for a while so enjoy it, somewhat at least, I apologize if you were a fan of my old Jemi fics. But right now, I am just too livid with Joe to even write a story with him in it.

I’m not saying that Demi and David are meant to be, but they’re on tour together so don’t expect anything more between them in future fics.

Whatever, Demi will get someone better, and Joe will realize his mistake, he won’t come back to her, because he’s confused and he thinks that he has everything he wants with Camilla, but he really doesn’t. In the end, it won’t really matter, because I’m sure that by then, Demi will have found someone better. And if she is waiting for him, I hope someone MUCH BETTER comes along and actually brings her happiness.

I’m sorry if this rant offends any Jemi lovers (because I was a diehard Jemi fan ocne too), but I am so disgusted with Joe and Camilla-Gah, forget it.

Sorry for wasting your time with this pointless rant.

And those of you who did read this, please take the time to comment.

Love always,
Christina

PS, On Twitter, Camilla wanted to know why so many people hated her. I was tempted to tell her why I did.

Title: Different
Chapter: 26
Chapter Title: Can we work it out? Can we be a family? I promise I’ll be better, Hayley please don’t leave
Rating: Fiction Rating T
Summary: Summary:  Haley is different from other girls at her school because her favorite band ISN'T the Jonas Brothers. What happens when she meets them and gets to go on tour with them and Demi Lovato? Eventual Nick/OFC, Kevin/OFC, and Jemi.


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Previously on Different…

A tear slipped down Nick’s cheek and I sobbed.

‘show me what I’m looking for’

‘show me what I’m looking for’

‘show me what I’m looking for…oh lord’

By the end of it, Nick and I were crying silently, and I cried in the arms of the person I least expected. I found solace and comfort in the person who had hurt me.

I was crying in the arms of Nick Jonas.

-x-

That night, I stayed up in my bunk, wondering what to do. Should I stay with Nick? Or should I leave him? He did love me, but he loved Miley too.

I tossed around and groaned in my pillow, desperately wanting to sleep, so I could avoid the situation until morning.

Wait…there’s our solution!

Just avoid it and act like nothing happened.

But what about Nick?

I groaned. Curse my inner self for constantly asked questions. YES, I know that I would want nothing more than for those questions to be answered, and for me to be at peace, but a part of me didn’t want to know the answer.

Because I was scared that the answer wouldn’t be the one I wanted to hear.

Just like last night.

But I couldn’t help but wonder where Nick and I stood. I mean, are we still even going out? And what about Miley?

I shook my head, trying to rid the questions out of my head. I dove under the blanket and shoved the pillow on top of my head, finally falling asleep.

The next morning I woke up early again. After my morning routine was done, I almost walked to Nick’s bunk, but stopped myself, remembering what had took place on stage after I was done performing. I groaned quietly, realizing that it was time to face reality. I walked past Nick’s bunk and grabbed a cereal bar from the small kitchen. I sat down and pulled my knees to my chest, slowly unwrapping the bar. I pulled the red wrapper to the middle of the bar, and ate slowly. I heard a chair being pulled next to me and I turned my head. I raised a brow.

“I thought you weren’t a morning person,” I said. Nick looked guilty and smiled wearily.

“I thought that we should talk about what happened last night,” he said slowly. I momentarily froze And set my half eaten bar on the counter.

“Okay,” I stared him in the eye. “Talk.”

Nick sighed. “What I said in the dressing room, it wasn’t true. I thought that I loved Miley because I was so confused, but I stayed up last night to figure out if I truly loved her the way I love you, and I don’t.” I pursed my lips and sighed.

“And what made you realize that?” I asked quietly. Nick chuckled bitterly.

“Are you kidding me? When it comes to you and Miley, there’s no competition! You’ve gone through so much, yet you always manage to light up a room when you walk in. You’re not the girliest person I know but you’re the most beautiful person I’ve ever met. When Miley and I kissed, I felt nothing. I kissed her back to see if I felt anything, anything at all, but all I could think about was you. Because when we kiss, all I see is fireworks. As corny as this ‘confession’ sounds, no matter what happens, I’ll always love you, whether you like it or not.” He ended his speech with a determined look in his eyes. I felt the tears prick my eyes, and I swallowed the lump in my throat.

“What makes you think that we’re different?” I asked. Nick smiled.

“I love you, and I know that you feel the same way too,” I smiled.

“I guess you know me too well,” I chuckled.

“I do.” He said. “No pun intended,” he added. I laughed then smirked.

“So my kisses are like fireworks?” Nick nodded.

“They are indeed,” I grinned.

“Well then Nicholas Jerry Jonas, kiss me,” by now we were both standing to close to each other, I could smell the Armani cologne that he used. Nick smirked.

“Your wish is my command,” he leaned in and kissed me and we wrapped our arms around each other. I wound my hands into his curly hair as he nibbled on the soft parts of my neck. I moaned.

“Nick, I love you,” I whispered. He stopped his kisses to look me in the eye.

“I love you too Haley Brooks,” we kissed again, and again, and again. We saw nothing but each other.\

What we didn’t see was a red pickup truck slamming into the side of the bus.

-x-

OMG CAR ACCIDENT!!! I know it’s a short chapter, but I’ll give ya’ll a longer one as soon as I can…Happy 4^th of July!!!

Title: Womanizer
Characters: Nick Jonas, Demi Lovato
Warnings: Minor Language
Disclaimer: I only own the plot
Summary: Nick's a womanizer. And Demi is tired of it. So here's the plan: Karma will bite Nick in the butt, when he sees that Demi has decided to join the game.

-x-

Demi ignored the curious look that Joe sent her as she glared at her coke. He finally decided to break the silence.

"And you're pissed at the coke why?" he raised a brow. Demi rolled her eyes.

"I'm not pissed," she lied through grit teeth.

"Okay...let me rephrase then. Why are you livid?" he asked.

"You know what livid means?" Demi snickered sarcastically. Joe rolled his eyes.

"Ha. Ha. Demi you're so funny!" He remarked. Demi winked at him.

"Funnier than you," she laughed. Joe pouted but they both soon burst into laughter. But Demi's smile faded away as Nick walked over, satisfied with his work. Demi pursed her lips as Nick smirked at her.

"I got like 4 numbers and 2 of them tried to kiss me. I am so good!" He high fived Joe and Demi held back an eye roll. Nick looked at her with fake worry.

"What's wrong Demi? Are you sad that you aren't as popular as we are? Oh well...maybe if you were prettier?" he suggested, eying her with distaste. Demi narrowed her eyes and bit her tongue and Joe shot him a 'WTF is wrong with you?' expression.

"Whatever Nick. Tell me when you're done with your PMS," this time she rolled her eyes. Joe snickered and Nick glared. Just as he opened his mouth to reply, Cody (Linley) walked over.

"Um, Demi can I talk to you?" he asked. Nick glared.

"No you can't," he smirked. Demi rolled her eyes.

"Ignore him. Sure, I'll go with you." Demi stood up and walked with Cody to a secluded part of the party, but they were still visible to Joe and Nick. Nick huffed and glared at the talking couple.

When Demi and Cody sat down, Cody looked around to check if anyone was listening before he turned back to Demi.

"I need your help," he whispered urgently. Demi raised a brow.

"With what?" she asked. Cody sighed before explaining.

"Well there's this girl and I'm kind of trying to get her jealous..." he trailed off, hoping that Demi would understand the situation. Demi nodded.

"Okay I'll help you. But on one condition," she smirked and purposely looked at Nick, who whipped his head away and talked to another girl. Cody raised a brow.

"But everyone knows that Nick already likes you. Why do you want to make him jealous?"

"He's been doing the same. It used to work, but now it's just REALLY annoying," she said. "And payback is a bitch," Demi winked purposely at Cody, who grinned back. He nodded and they both walked back to Joe and Nick, who were knee deep in girls. Demi sat in between Joe and Cody, while Nick sat in front of them. Nick narrowed his eyes.

"Wow, so Demi finally got a date for once in her life?" he smirked. Cody grinned.

"Yep. Man Jonas, if only you knew what you're missing out on. Too bad you don't," he said with a fake smile. Demi bit her lip to prevent her from laughing, as Joe grinned at her and Cody.

"Cody's right Nick. But oh well, you two look so cute together!" Joe gushed. Demi smiled.

"It's like we were perfect for each other!" Demi said with a sugar coated voice. Nick laughed bitterly.

"Absolutely perfect," he muttered. Joe looked over and saw his girlfriend, Camilla, and left the table. Cody winked at her and leaned in to whisper in her ear.

"Well, I can see that the plan is working for both you and me. Look," he nodded to where 'his' girl was glaring at the two of them and Demi chuckled, leaning in to whisper in his ear.

"Ah, go to your love my dear. And thank you for your help." she smiled and giggled for added affect. Nick giggled in a fake girlish way and Cody chuckled. He gave her a hug, and headed towards his crush's table. Nick noticed this and laughed.

"Aw look Demi! Your little date is leaving you for some other girls," he said with fake sadness. Demi's eyes flashed.

'Okay, this is the last time I'm dealing with his crap,'' she thought in irritation. She looked sharply at him.

"Yeah, it kind of reminds you of someone else who is trying too hard," Demi glared at Nick before moving to the dance floor and dancing with some of her friends. When a slow song came on for couples, she moved to sit back down, but an arm pulled her back into a hard chest as strong arms wrapped around her. Demi glowered.

"What do you want Nick?" she said with a biting tone. Nick sighed and held her closer.

"I'm sorry," he murmured. Demi melted inwardly and smiled at him.

"I know, I forgive you," she said as she leaned her head onto his chest. They danced more together and Nick sighed, breaking the silence.

"Something wrong?" Demi looked up at him. Nick sighed again.

"Demi I like you a lot. And I know I've been a jerk to you and I am so sorry for that. I just-I didn't know how to get your attention. I'm-I'm sorry for being such an ass. You didn't deserve that. I don't deserve you," Nick looked away from her and Demi smiled gently, making him look at her.

"Hey, I was a little pissed off but we fixed that very easily tonight didn't we?" she smirked and Nick's jaw dropped. Demi froze.

'He was SO not supposed to know that!' she thought. Nick raised a brow.

"What?" he asked. Demi laughed awkwardly, trying to think of a way to avoid the situation.

"I didn't say anything," she replied dumbly. Nick rolled her eyes.

"Yes, you did. And you are going to tell me," he sang. Demi looked around.

"Um," was all she could say. Nick laughed.

"Um?" he repeated with amusement.

"I love you." she smiled. Nick's eyes widened as she smirked.

"Yep, and that's why I forgive you so DEAL WITH IT!" Demi grinned and leaned in by Nick's ear.

"That's not what I said, but I do mean it. You'll probably never know the truth anyways!" she chirped and skipped away from Nick to outside of the club area. Nick stod there for a few seconds before he recollected himself and realized what Demi had meant. He groaned and went on to chase a laughing Demi, who was very happy with the results of her getting back at him.

Payback is a bitch. But it finally helped Nick Jonas realize that he loved Demi Lovato.

-x-

My first Nemi fic. I apologize if any of my Jemi fans feel a bit betreayed that I'm writing Nemi instead of Jemi, but I've been reading a few Nemi fics and they are also a cute couple, but they cannot compare to the awesomeness of Jemi. =) COMMENT ARE LOVE!!!!!!

Love always,
Christina

PS- Let's just hope that Joe doesn't propose to Camilla (Godzilla). And please pray for him to open his eyes when they film CR2!!!!
 

Title: Different
Chapter: 25
Chapter Title: Even in heaven, we need to be sure of what we’re looking for.
Rating: Fiction Rating T
Summary: Summary:  Haley is different from other girls at her school because her favorite band ISN'T the Jonas Brothers. What happens when she meets them and gets to go on tour with them and Demi Lovato? Eventual Nick/OFC, Kevin/OFC, and Jemi.


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Previously on Different…

Big Rob slung Josh over his shoulder and walked outside the bus. I heard Big Rob’s muffled speech and angry exclamations from furious fangirls. I heard a war cry, and then Josh screaming. Trisha high-fived my quick thinking and Kevin sent a look of gratitude and relief at me. I felt Nick’s arms wrap around me and I smiled.

Uh, can you say booyahkashaboombahlah?

-x-

After Big Rob made Josh “leave”, Kevin and Trisha went back to sleep, while Nick and I moved back to the front of the bus to watch more TV. Nick kept nuzzling my neck and trying to kiss me, so I gave in and turned around.

“Alright Nicholas, I’m paying attention,” I giggled. Nick leaned in and grazed my cheek and neck with his lips.

“I’m just proud of my baby girl,” he murmured next to my ear. I held in a shiver.

“For what?” I asked.

“’Cause she’s badass enough to own a retard who thinks he’s king of the world,” Nick said. I laughed.

“You’re cute,” he frowned and I laughed again. “I’m sorry Nicholas, were you trying to make me all hot and bothered?” I snickered as Nick pouted.

“It’s okay, now you can try to think of new ‘tactics’,” I laughed. I yelped as he crawled on top of me and pinned me down to the couch.

“Sorry to burst your bubble love, but we’ve already been in this position,” I grinned as he rolled his eyes.

“I know that you know that, but its fun to tease you,” I said, cutting off what he was about to say. He opened his mouth to speak.

“Anyways, Nick these things are getting old. But now I’m starting to ramble. Am I rambling right now? Do you realize that I’m purposely trying to annoy you? Did you know that it’s working?” I smirked as Nick huffed in irritation.

“Yeah, but then again you ARE annoying all the time, so I think I’ve built a tolerance,” he grinned and I frowned. I held back a grin as I found my punishment. I lightly pushed him off me and walked to my bunk.

“Alright Nick it was your call but you brought it on yourself…no more kisses for the rest of today!” I chided. I turned around and almost laughed at the horror on his face.

“But-“

“Nope. Your fault!” I sand. He grumbled and sulked as I turned around and was met with Demi.

“Hey what’s up?” I asked her.

“I just got done looking decent after escaping the clutches of Joe Jonas,” she laughed. “What about you?”

“I just told Nick Jonas that he wouldn’t be allowed to kiss me for the rest of the day,” I said. Demi laughed and high fived me.

“Nice!” she grinned.

“I have a plan, but I’m going to need yours and Trisha’s help,” I grinned.

“Okay!” we went to the back room, dragged Trisha away from Kevin, and hid out in the girl bathroom.

“Alright, so what’s the plan?” Trisha asked after I had explained everything.

“Well, I’m thinking dress erm…temptingly…as to make the plan more effective,” I bit my lip as Trisha sent me a blank look. But two seconds later a grin exploded on her face.

“YES!” she exclaimed. I moved a finger to my lips as someone knocked on the door.

“Is everything alright in there?” Kevin asked.

“Yeah, Trisha’s just a little happy,” I said.

“Okay then,” we heard Kevin walked away and Trisha pumped her fist in the air.

“YES! I’ll finally get you to dress sexy!!!!!” Trisha whispered in triumph. Her and Demi exchanged looks and I sighed.

‘What did I get myself into?’ I thought. All three of us left the girl bathroom and the boys stared at us with questioning looks.

We sat down next to our boyfriends as the bus driver stopped. Paul and Denise then walked onto our bus with Frankie, who ran over to Trisha and Kevin to sit on Trisha’s lap. I smiled.

‘They would be good parents,’ I thought. Denise and Paul then spoke.

“Alright, we are at the stadium that we will be playing at tonight, so be ready for a sound check soon,” Paul said.

“Well, let’s get ready then?” Demi suggested. Everyone nodded and left to go inside the theatre, seeing as everyone was ready. Before I left the bus with Trisha and Demi, I turned to wink at Nick, who pouted in return. I laughed and skipped off the bus with the girls. Since I was now officially performing on tour with them, Demi and I shared a dressing room.

Demi exchanged a look with Trisha before she unlinked her arm.

“I’m gonna find Michelle,” she grinned and Trisha, who smirked in return. I raised a brow.

“Why? Wouldn’t she be busy with the boys?” I asked. Trisha led me away as Demi skipped off to find Michelle.

“Oh you just wait Hales!!” She giggled and led me inside.

-x-

Demi finally met us in her dressing room with an excited Michelle.

“I have the perfect outfit for you!” she gushed. I couldn’t help but smile with her. She had a large bad in her hands and I laughed. Demi grinned and left with her stylist to get changed. I sat down on a stool and stared at my reflection on the huge mirror. My eyes widened as Michelle pulled out the dress she wanted me to wear. I was speechless. (Dress: http : // www. edressme .com / d-5811bk . html   Remove the spaces)

“Wow,” Michelle grinned and Trisha’s whole face lit up and she let out a small squeal.

“It’s sexy yet somewhat Disney rated!” she laughed. I nodded along with her, a grin starting to form on my face. Michelle smiled in triumph.

“Yep, I pulled this outfit together. I’m good!” we all laughed and nodded our heads. “We better start getting you ready girl! Trisha can you get my makeup kit from the boys’ dressing room?” Michelle asked. Trisha nodded and left the room. Michelle turned to me and smiled. I exhaled and smiled back at her.

“Let’s do this!” we laughed.

(Trisha’s POV)

I walked down the hallway to the dressing room. I went inside and saw Michelle’s bag in the corner of the room. Before I left I heard a small whimper.

“Trisha?” I turned around and saw a heartbreaking sight. Kevin was sitting in one of the chairs with glistening eyes. I dropped the bag and rushed over to him.

“Kevin, baby what’s wrong?” I asked him worriedly. He just tried to smile and wiped his eyes.

“It’s stupid, I should be used to it by now. Just forget it,” he looked away and I moved his face gently towards me and looked him in the eye.

“Kev, I want you to talk to me. Otherwise look me in the eye and tell me that you’re okay,” I said. He hesitated, then sighed.

“It’s just, that I always feel like Joe and Nick are the only important members of this band. It’s so easy to feel insignificant when you barely see any signs with your name you know? I really am grateful for my fans and everything I have, but Joe and Nick have all the talent, and they have a way to show Demi and Haley how much they mean to them. All I can do I just play guitar. You deserve so much better than me Trisha,” he murmured. I stared at him in shock.

“Is that how what you think? That I deserve better than you? Paul Kevin Jonas II you are the best thing that has happened to me ever since I’ve met Haley! There may be fans that love Joe and Nick more than they do you, but that doesn’t matter because I love you!” I paused and froze as I Kevin’s eyes widened.

“What did you say?” he asked slowly. I swallowed nervously.

“I-I love you,” I mumbled. I stared at Kevin’s face and all I got was a blank reaction. I ignored the tears welling in my eyes and I swiftly turned around.

“I-I should g-go,” I turned around but was stopped by arms wrapping around my waist. I held my breath as Kevin began to speak.

“You have no idea how long I have been waiting to hear you say this.” I could hear the smile in his voice. “I love you more than life,” I let out a small sob before I turned around and kissed Kevin passionately. Tears of happiness streamed down my cheeks as he kept mumbling ‘I love you’ in between kisses. My heart welled with joy and I reluctantly pulled away. Kevin leaned his forehead against mine and I smiled.

“Don’t you ever think that you are insignificant, because you’re my favorite Jonas,” Kevin smiled and kissed me before I left. I closed the door to the boys’ dressing room and sighed. I let out a small squeal before I went back to Haley and Demi’s dressing room.

(Haley’s POV)

Michelle was curling my hair when Trisha walked back in the room with a goofy smile on her face.

“Alright what happened?” I asked. Trisha giggled and I immediately knew it had something to do with Kevin.

“He loves me,” she said, her eyes sparkling. I smiled, truly happy for my best friend.

“Aww! Trisha you’ve almost got me in tears too!” we both laughed and Michelle smiled.

“You two and Demi are such wonderful girls. I’ve never seen the boys so happy before,” Trisha and I looked shocked.

“Really?” I asked. Michelle nodded.

“Even though they all seemed happy, I always noticed that something was off about them. Nick was frustrated with his diabetes, Kevin felt ignored, and Joe felt pressured to be the front man of the group. But then you all came along and I’ve noticed something different about them. Whenever you help Nick take his insulin, he doesn’t have the usual pain in his eyes. When Joe and Demi are together, she helps him relax and be himself. And Trisha keeps Kevin from feeling like he is ignored. You girls really have changed the Jonas Brothers,” we all laughed. Demi then stepped out.

“How do I look?” she was wearing a cute black top with a gold vest and black skinny jeans. She had on black boots and dark makeup to complete the look. And luckily for Joe, her hair was straight.

“You look great!” we all chorused. I looked at Michelle and she nodded, signaling that she was done with my hair. I stood up and Demi grinned.

“This dress is perfect!!! Good work Michelle!” We all nodded and I hugged her.

“Thank you Michelle. For this and for telling us about the boys,” I said. She smiled and wordlessly moved me to another stool to do my makeup. I wore minimal eye makeup and had pale lip gloss on. Just as we were done someone opened the door.

“Hey Demi is Michelle-“Nick stopped when I turned around and looked at him. “…in here,” he trailed off, his mouth slightly ajar.

“Yeah, she was helping me get ready,” I said quietly, feeling self conscious in the mini dress.

“You look…wow.” I smiled a little.

“So that’s a good thing?” I asked. Nick smiled and nodded.

“Yeah,” I said. Paul then popped his head in.

“Demi you’re out in 5, so be ready!” he then quickly left to tell everyone else the schedule.

“I guess I should go then…”he pointed to the door and I laughed at the hilarity of the situation. Nick chuckled and left. Michelle’s eyes gleamed and all the girls laughed at my love struck expression.

-x-

Trisha and I sat backstage waiting for Demi to come off stage. I saw a shadow looming above me and looked up into the smiling face of Miley Cyrus. I stood up and smiled.

“Hey Miley! What’s up?” I hugged and Trisha hugged her with slight hesitation. I just made a mental note to ask her about it later.

“Nothing much! I just wanted to see you all perform! You look great!” she nodded at my dress. I blushed and grinned.

“Thanks, you look great too! (http : // missamie . blog . Friendster . com / files / miley _ cyrus _ picapp _ 43222 . jpg       W/O Spaces)” I said. Almost instantly I felt small compared to Miley. She was so powerful and so beautiful and yet I was lucky that I had even gotten the chance to be here.

“Well I’m going to go see the boys, so I’ll talk to you after you’re on stage,” Miley said. She waved at and left to the boys’ dressing room. When I was sure that she was out of earshot, I turned to Trisha and raised a brow.

“Alright, tell me what’s up,” I said with a knowing smile. Trisha sighed knowing that she had been caught.

“I don’t know, she just seems a little bit off today. I keep getting the feeling that something bad is going to happen,” she confessed. I smiled and gave her a reassuring hug.

“Don’t worry everything’s gonna be fine,” Trisha sighed and we both pulled away. Paul then walked up to us.

“Haley, you’re on in 5,” I nodded and he walked away. I smiled and exhaled as Demi announced my name. I walked out and sat at a black grand piano that had been set up for me. It was decorated with white and ivory colored roses to give everyone the feel of the song. I smiled and talked into the mic.

“How’s everyone doing tonight?” the audience screamed different responses back and I laughed.

“Alright, today I will be doing a slow song, and I hope you enjoy it. It’s called Heaven by DJ Sammy,” I smiled and began playing on the piano as the audience cheered.

‘Oh thinking about our younger years
There was only you and me
we were young and wild and free
now nothing can take you away from me
we’ve been down that road before
but that’s over now
you keep me coming back for more’

I smiled and stood up, away from the piano and grabbed the mic.

“I don’t feel like singing slow songs anymore,” I laughed as the techno version of the song played.

‘Baby you’re all that I want
when you’re lying here in my arms
I’m finding it hard to believe
we’re in heaven’

‘Oh thinking about our younger years
there was only you and me
we were young and wild and free
now nothing can take you away from me
we’ve been down that road before
but that’s over now
you keep me coming back for more’

‘Baby you’re all that I want
when you’re lying here in my arms
I’m finding it hard to believe
we’re in heaven
you’re love is all that I need
and I found it there in your heart
it isn’t too hard to see
we’re in heaven’

‘(we’re In heaven)’

I looked backstage and held back a laugh as everyone backstage was dancing along to the song. I blew Nick a kiss and he smirked.

‘Now nothing can change what you mean to me
there’s a lot that I could say
but just hold me now
because our love will light the way’

I jumped during the chorus to keep the audience hyped up.

‘baby you’re all that I want
when you’re lying here in my arms
I’m finding it hard to believe
we’re in heaven, oh
you’re love is all that I need
and I found it there in your heart
it isn’t too hard to see
we’re in heaven’

‘Now our dreams are coming true,
from the good times and the bad
I’ll be standing there by you’

The crowd screamed when I held out the note on the bridge. I smiled, hearing the cheers from backstage as well.

‘Love is all that I need
and I found it there in your heart
it isn’t too hard to see
we’re in heaven
oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
(we’re in heaven)

I smiled as walked off stage. Everyone backstage congratulated me as I searched for Nick. My mouth dropped in shock as I found him making out with Miley in the corner. Everyone stared at me to study my expression.

“Nick?” I asked.

They didn’t pull apart.

“Nick.” I said firmly. They broke away and he had a guilty expression written all over his face. I shook my head and smiled grimly.

“You’re next.” I pointed to where Joe and Kevin were waiting and he walked past me with regret written all over his face.

While the boys were on stage, Miley turned to me.

“Look, Hales-“ I cut her off.

“It’s Haley,” I said. Her eyes held hurt and desperation.

“Haley I’m sorry. It’s just, we were talking about old times while you were singing and it reminded us so much of how happy we used to be together, and we just kissed,” she finished. “I’m really sorry-“

“I get it,” I said tersely. “And I understand, your chemistry was undeniable back then, and I guess it still is now,” I stood up and walked back to my dressing room with Demi and Trisha.

“Haley wait!” Miley called.

“Save it!” I stormed off to the dressing room and stared at my reflection.

“Haley?” Trisha called out. I shook my head. Trisha nodded, knowing that I wouldn’t do anything. I sat there until the boys’ show was over and walked into their dressing room. They all looked up at me nervously.

“I need to talk to Nick,” I said. Joe and Kevin nodded, also angry with their little brother, and left the room.

“I’m sorry,” he said.

“Look Nick, just stop. Please, I just need to know some things,” I said. Nick nodded.

“Anything.”

“Do you love me?”

“Yes,” he replied, 20 seconds too long.

“Do you love Miley?”

“I don’t know,” Nick paused, and I searched his face for an answer. “Yes, I do.”

I felt my heart slowly breaking. “Do you love her more than me?”

“I don’t know.”

I pursed my lips and walked out of the room. I walked past everyone and walked to the stage. The stadium was empty, but the instruments were there and I picked up Nick’s guitar and started strumming a few chords. I felt eyes watching me, but I ignored it and walked up to a mic.

“Leave this one on for a few minutes,” I said. The sound operator nodded and I began to sing.

‘Wait, I’m wrong
Should have done better than this
Please, I’ll be strong
I’m finding it hard to resist
So show me what I’m looking for

‘save me, I’m lost
oh lord I’ve been waiting for you
I’ll pay any cost
save me from being confused
show ne what I’m looking for
show me what I’m looking for…oh lord’

Kevin walked up behind me with his guitar, and played along. Trisha and Demi stood by me, each with a hand on my shoulder. Joe walked up to me and I handed him Nick’s guitar. Joe and Kevin both began to play and I just sang along.

‘Don’t let go
I’ve wanted this far too long
mistakes become regrets
I’ve learned to love abuse
Please show me what I’m looking for’

‘save me, I’m lost
oh Lord I’ve been waiting for you
I’ll pay any cost
save me from being confused
show me what I’m looking for
show me what I’m looking for..oh lord’

Suddenly, as if on cue, Nick came in with his electric guitar and tears in his eyes. I attempted to smile as we walked toward each other and sang like Joe and Demi in Camp Rock.

‘Show me what I’m looking for
Show me what I’m looking for
Show me what I’m looking for’

‘Save me, I’m lost
Oh Lord I’ve been waiting for you
I’ll pay any cost
just save me from being confused
Wait, I’m wrong
I can’t do better than this
I’ll pay any cost
save me from being confused
show me what I’m looking for’

A tear slipped down Nick’s cheek and I sobbed.

‘show me what I’m looking for’

‘show me what I’m looking for’

‘show me what I’m looking for…oh lord’

By the end of it, Nick and I were crying silently, and I cried in the arms of the person I least expected. I found solace and comfort in the person who had hurt me.

I was crying in the arms of Nick Jonas.

-x-

Such a sad chapter! Hope Naley gets through the tough times!!!

Songs are ‘Heaven’ By DJ Sammy feat. Yanou and Do and ‘Show Me What I’m Looking for’ by Carolina Liar.

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Title: And He Realized
Characters: Joe Jonas, Camilla Belle, and Demi Lovato
Disclaimer: I only own the plot
Notes: Sequel to 'Because She Always Saw'. Third part in 'She Knew' series.

-x-

JOSEPEH ADAM JONAS REALIZED THAT DEMETRIA DEVONNE LOVATO WAS THE ONE FOR HIM.

Why?

Because his girlfriend just broke up with him and told him to go after her. But how did Camilla know?

‘Because,’ he realizes. ‘There was always something there between you and Demi. You just ignored it.’

Joe stared at his empty coffee cup and pulled out his cell phone. He stood up and threw away what trash was on the table and began to text.

‘Hey, can you meet me at the park in five? – Joe’

Almost immediately he got a reply.

‘Yeah-Demi’

And he realized that just texting her brings this unexplainable warmth into his heart. He jumped into his car and drove to the park.

He already saw her sitting on a wooden park bench when he pulled up. He stepped out and was greeted by that warm, million watt smile of hers.

“Hey,” he greeted.

“Hey, is there something you needed to talk to me about?” Demi asked. Almost instantly Joe became nervous when he spoke.

“Camilla and I broke up,” he states it carefully and studies her reaction.

“Oh,” she replied in surprise. Demi tried to hide the happiness in her heart. “What happened?” she finally manages to ask.

“She said I was in love you with you.”

“Me?”

“Yeah, and she was right.”

“Joe-“

“You’ve waited for me too long. I’m done ignoring this,” Demi smiles, and they kiss, even if the paparazzi is lurking around somewhere in the bushes.

It’s then, that Joe realizes, that is where his heart is.

Title: Because She Always Saw
Characters: Joe Jonas and Camilla Belle. Mentions of Demi Lovato
Disclaimer: I only own the plot.
Notes: Sequel to 'She Knew'

-x-

CAMILLA BELLE AWAYS SAW THE WAY HER BOYFRIEND STARED AT HER.

The longing looks were almost enough to make her break up with him. Because Joe would always tell her that he loved her after he stared at Demi. Honestly, who was he trying to fool? It was as if he was trying to convince himself more than her.

She asked him one day, when they went out and sat in a secluded part of the café.

“Are you in love?” the question made Joe look up from his warm drink.

“Yeah, Camilla I love you,” he said it so calmly that she almost believed him. But she knew him well enough to know that something was up, because she always saw the way emotions would flicker in his eyes when he was hurt.

“Are you in love with Demi Lovato?” It was a simple question, but Joe froze and Camilla saw it. Joe looked at his cup before he took a sip and looked back at her.

“I don’t know,” he replied. Camilla stood up and grabbed her purse.

“I think you do,” she said.

“Are you breaking up with me?” Joe asked.

“Yes, now go to her.”

“Why?” just as she was about to leave, she turned and smiled at him.

“Because, I always saw what you didn’t.” She left the middle Jonas in the café. Why was she so confident that the man she was dating loved some other girl?

Because she always saw.